My weekend was good. I slept a lot. I've been really tired. I think the next 25 days are going to be really exciting/stressful/tiring/overwhelming. But then it will be over. And we will be married. AND we'll never have to plan a wedding again - well, at least not our wedding ( Read more... )

I've found that sometimes I just exist. I retreat into myself and hide from the world around me. I'll go without really talking to anyone - even Matt (who I live with). Sometimes I think I'm a terrible person. Lately I've been self-centered. I want to do nice things for Matt but can't think of what to do. So I ask him things and almost immediately ( Read more... )

I'm pretty sure I'm depressed. I have no idea how to fix me ( Read more... )

American Cities That Best Fit You:

65% San Francisco

60% New York City

60% Washington, DC
55% Chicago

55% Los Angeles

Which American Cities Best Fit You?
Lately I've been craving snow and cold weather. It's the middle of October and it's still 85 degrees here in suck-ass Florida. I am really and truly done with Florida. Ten years is way ( Read more... )

April, I think I'm suffering from pre-graduation blues. You should bring that up as a story idea. (Is that even a real thing ( Read more... )

Ah, LJ how I've neglected you ( Read more... )

Well, how about with yesterday. I had a wonderful day. It was gorgeous outside, even though I wasn't dressed for it. It was the 2nd day of racing, and Jason did extremely well. I was proud. :) Then we went to see Insomnia, which was really good, and we won a "date night." Two movie tickets, a large popcorn and two drinks. It was really cool. Then ( Read more... )

I am tired. Tired of being poor, tired of being a student, tired of having no friends, or shitty ones, tired of not hearing back from the people i send resumes too! And I am tired of the rain. Rainy days really suck. Especially when you are outside all day. See, my boyfriend, probably the only really good thing in my life right now, races. And we ( Read more... )